Archers in your arches

phreshmilk @ 2008-05-09T23:09:00

2008-05-09T15:15:59Z

phreshmilk @ 2008-02-01T10:40:00

2008-02-01T02:46:16Z

Its been a week now and fitri's dslr
is still with me. ive been meaning to return
it but my phones been assy and fitri told me
t return it on thurs.. but im returning it on fri.

i wont be surprised if she doesnt lend it
t me anymore. hahaha.

anyways, ive got a test later and then meeting
up with yy to meet the other people.

i'll update soon!

phreshmilk @ 2008-01-22T21:57:00

2008-01-22T14:18:59Z

wow, it finally happened!

i dont know what to write about!

phreshmilk @ 2008-01-11T00:04:00

2008-01-10T16:19:16Z

"would you stop being so sad?"

i can't
and its not as if i like being sad.

maybe sometimes, just sometimes,
its better to write blog entries with little words.

phreshmilk @ 2008-01-06T00:01:00

2008-01-05T17:11:20Z

its funny sometimes how we choose to live our lives...
a life that we didnt choose to be born into and die to get out off.

"you can either like the life that you're living or live the life that you like"

-chicago

phreshmilk @ 2007-12-30T00:04:00

2007-12-29T16:47:59Z

HO to the H.O. , HOE!

Went clubbing at zouk during christmas eve
and woke up on christmas day with a
hang over.

what are the things i can actually rmbr? lets count!

- yy's first time clubbing, got high and danced with girls!
(its not much for some, but because its yy, its a well deserved yayy!)

- arwin finally spent time with his friends :D

- doing a whole lot of waiting for people

- FERRY!

- being sober enough to know i was high enough to not dance
cuz i'd fall backwards, HA!

- saying to daryl while being stupidly high "CAN I HAVE YOUR WHISTLEEEE???!!!"

- szeling saying "whoseeee highhhhh??? hahahah!!!"
and me not being able to answer

yes, i think thats abt it. prolly a lil
bit more, but heck. ITS been awhile since ive gotten
alcohol in my system.

being half filipino and staying sober for half a year aint THAT easy yo!

oh, and my family is safely back!
i got a ton of gifts like my coach bag and purse,
my liquid eye liners, 3 pairs of flip flops, pink panther bedroom slippers,
2 odd hand bags, 2 disco bottles, ipod cover, new hp casings and leggings.

what i bought for myself for "christmas"?
a black hoodie, golden loop earrings, woven hat and a blowy dress.

hmmm, i think ive crossed quite a few things off my birthday list this year

nice...................

phreshmilk @ 2007-12-24T12:58:00

2007-12-24T05:12:27Z

watching oprah on a christmas eve
while the bf is lifting weights and
waiting for me to exercise.
yy is coming in a bit then we're
heading over to my aunts and later
to where ever.

phreshmilk @ 2007-11-25T09:16:00

2007-11-25T01:27:43Z

IM HEALTHY! nuff sed.
and thank YOU God.

all ive got to do now is
survive a lonely christmas
and hope the fam is safe
there and back again.

its begining to look a lot like christmas everywhere you go

phreshmilk @ 2007-11-17T22:22:00

2007-11-17T15:24:41Z

i know ive been posting up particulary depressing
entries, so heres some effort at trying to regain back what happy
memories i have.

A good 18

the cake cheryl got for me was good and i shared it with haresh (:
i know half the class was being anal and i aint gonna lie and say
that the relationship between me in my class is good.. but hey..

on the bright side.. they ended up making me appreciate how much
my family and friends arnt complete and utter assholes.

and of course, haresh cheered me up by driving
me, arwin and yy around after he got his lisence on my bday!

GIFTS that i got from arwin, kabi, yy and my aunt.
dad gave me money.. so i got pants and panties! HAHA

Keanes bday and reunions pics, updated!

i hate thIS pic, but yy and ana look good init (:

I blame the beer.

yea, its definitely the beer.

and as corny as this quote sounds..
love will save the day.

phreshmilk @ 2007-11-11T22:52:00

2007-11-11T15:00:57Z

i dont think i can look at myself the same way
as i have been for the past few years..

funny how old health problems just creep back up...
bitch slapping you in the face.

Makes u think abt death, family and others or
things u care a whole lot about.

What am i worth and what have i done with myself?

Oh god help me

phreshmilk @ 2007-11-07T17:18:00

2007-11-07T09:22:53Z

more night drives
staying up late for drinks
and meeting up friends.

i like (:

ps more pics to upload

phreshmilk @ 2007-11-04T12:50:00

2007-11-04T05:01:38Z

Dorothy: I was just about to tell you
Laurel:(uh huh)
Dorothy: that I love him I do I love him I love him and I don't care what you think, I love him for the man he wants to be and I love him for the man he almost is , I love him laurel I love him I love him

She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin' late at night
She'll let you in her mouth
If the words you say are right
If you pay the price
She'll let you deep inside
But there's a secret garden she hides
(Cuba)
you got to be fair to her she loves you if you don't love her you got to tell her

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin' round
She'll let you into the parts of herself
That'll bring you down
She'll let you in her heart if you got a hammer and a vise
But into her secret garden, don't think twice

(Jerry)
what if we got married if I said that would you stay?
(Dorothy)
no no don't do that don't say that unless.

You've gone a million miles

(Dorothy)
well you can say if you want to

How far'd you get

(Jerry)
will you marry me

To that place where you can't remember

(Jerry) what are you thinking

And you can't forget

(Dorothy)
Laurel, we're getting married

She'll lead you down a path
There'll be tenderness in the air
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there
She'll look at you and smile
And her eyes will say
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want
Where everything you need
Will always stay
A million miles away

(Priest)
Do you Jerry Mcguire take this women to be your lawfully wedded wife and do you Dorothy boyce (not now sweetheart) take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband
I now pronounce you husband and wife
(Dorothy)
I pretended that proposal by the car was real
and it might have been just a hypothetical I did this and at least I can do something about it now
(Jerry)
So this break is a break up ....
(Dorothy)
Come on Jerry you know this isn't easy for me
(Jerry)
OK OK if this is where it has to end if this is where it has to happen I'm not letting you get rid of me how about that I miss my wife I love You You complete me and I just ha...
(Dorothy)
Just shut up just shut up you had me at hello you had me at hello

phreshmilk @ 2007-10-21T19:51:00

2007-10-21T13:50:35Z

18 in 3 days
and halloween party in 5.
so before everything else
starts getting pricey as an adult..

heres the stuff u cud get me
pretty please with a cherry ontop! :D

xoxo!

phreshmilk @ 2007-10-17T23:21:00

2007-10-17T15:41:30Z

Wednesdays Humour

ok, we'll just call you paula..............and im randy(sam) and he's simon(junwei)

this is a nice place to go girl watching...

I dont know, like, maybe one day potatoes would decide to take a shower

and suddenly a ninja and some orange masked crusader comes fighting into the canteen

erika, i got a surprise for you later

1 dolla? you did it yourself? your minah friends help u?

"shhh.. before you say anything..."

say it after me, lampu lap-lip

phreshmilk @ 2007-10-13T02:32:00

2007-10-12T18:34:43Z

its 2.32 am saturday morning...
and im watching gossip girl

next week?
oh,
just schl...

really, just school.

phreshmilk @ 2007-10-07T22:57:00

2007-10-07T15:00:48Z

you know how you'd swear off vibrating belts on your tummy?

well, i broke that vow tday... and now,as hard as it is to imagine..
im wearing one and its making me gooo

BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.. bzzt bssssttt...

over a few inches and weight loss.

i cant imagine schools starting next week.
OMGBBQ! miami ink's next!

byebyebye

phreshmilk @ 2007-10-06T00:03:00

2007-10-05T16:34:03Z

Hi,

My name is Erika

and ive got a shit timetable.

photography, comm skillaz, dnr, studio, color studies,
material technology and model making.

i also had a great holiday though..
till of course the school called me back
to do a design for some stamp

phreshmilk @ 2007-09-26T20:23:00

2007-09-26T12:30:39Z

this is depressing.

Some Yishun Loving

2007-09-11T15:48:10Z

Sunday was some what good for me.
The Families that were out and that
lazy sleep-in vibe had definitely
made my day.

Arwin saved me from what was soon to be a
whole week of staying in doors.. depressing..
the weather certainly maxed that alot more.
rain that didnt give the "imma sleep in longer"
mood or sunny days that didnt give the "lets tan"
mood. ALL DEPRESSING.

ugh.

but thank god for that particular sunday.

practiced my drawing with arwin.. he cant draw well

because no woman's complete with her monkey

i love this croc that i saw in north point...
to me, it was to DIE FOR. i mean, its soft..
looks incredibly adorable.. and best thing is
that im not a soft toy person, but this got to
me. awwwww...

and yes, we DID go to north point.
cuz we cool lidat yo!
actualy, it wasnt all that great.. but
it was the company that count.

STADIUM ARCADIUM, i love arcades.

you spend a dollar on a game you can play
on your old ps! its genius i tell you!!!
esp the game that offers u the psp if u
can stack the blocks up..but then you dont.

parental LOVE!

arwin showing off

arwin STILL showing off

we heading back to my placed but
towards yishun park instead.

old and creeepyyy

the non existent playground, i miss the carousel

HAHA STUPID FACE!

bla.. the lightening pictures are all pixelly..

this took all day...
BYE

phreshmilk @ 2007-09-04T21:50:00

2007-09-04T14:18:32Z

didnt you wish you had super cool friends
friends who smoked, have fun all night, drive,
party and are as cool as you are?

or had a life that was sorta normal.. with the occasional
love problems, travelling overseas to study, parents and
friends thing goin on?

better yet, you're skinny and beautiful, have all the things you'd
ever wanted and you're able to make mistakes without getting
fucked abt it after.

lets throw in the extras... art school, cameras, cars, dogs,
skinny jeans, stilettos, make up, booze and hair treatments.
oh, and i have not mentioned the sex, attention and
up bringing... "are u from an ij schl?"

thats what makes a typical "cool singaporean girl" innit?

im not that,

i
feel...

phreshmilk @ 2007-09-01T21:53:00

2007-09-01T14:01:53Z

top ten random thoughts in my head

1) i need to find some sort of camera, stupid polaroids.
2) gym, jogging and losing weight
3) clothes, where will the money come from
4) where have all the good jobs gone
5) i want a tan now.
6) being lonely during christmas ):
7) ive got to do smth abt my skin and face
8) will i still look ugly in jeans if i slim down
9) i need a really good night out with my friends
10) is arwin still watching soccer/ doing his work/busy...

bummer huh?

phreshmilk @ 2007-08-12T18:02:00

2007-08-12T11:43:19Z

its been how long now?
many many days im sure, but before i go out for a jog.. imma update quickly on the past few weeks that i uh.. hvnt updated? (:

two weeks ago, my cousin and her friends came over to singapore for the first time.
i was glad to show them around and totally have a good excuse to not do my projects.. hoorah!

with the help of ian, joel, arwin, ying yong and some other relatives.. we let em try out sg food in chompang
and well... yeah... haha.

on friday night, we also went to uh.. whats that pubs name.. i cant spell it.. but its the one outside suntec to celebrate keane's
birthday. yayy!!

omg, i swear, i'll never take pics when im tipsy, ever!

it was a blast and there are still tons of pictures that i hvnt got yet.
cabbed home and we stayed up practically all night and we found the best hangover cure..so far i guess..
mac spicy. HAHA odd.

the next day we woke up late and headed for china town.. then to sentosa.. then to another party.

those who are close to me, wud know by now that i HATE fishes..
so what the hell am i doing at the under water world?
big ass fishes, ho lishit!

look at the fishes looking at the cam

the many faces of yy and me

doing what filipinos do best, sing!

they left on sunday morning, i kinda miss them.. sadly i didnt send em off cuz i was too bombed to
even get my huge ass off the bed. sorry guys.

yep. thats was quick.

the rest of the week after that flew by really quickly... partly because deadlines were up and we
had to compile loads of projects. not only that... public holidays were here there and everywhere.

spent national day with arwin and we went to watch the fireworks in marina square.. we thought
we were so damn cool cuz we found a secluded space in a staircase somewhere.. but as it got closer..
FUCKING TONS OF PEOPLE EVERYWHERE LA. THEY NO LIFE LIKE US IS IT? )): knn, they squeeze
up and down staircase and all.. chee bye. going home was a bitch too.. fucking hell.. i didnt even have to
move, ppl moved me for me... thats how crowded it was!

anyways.. friday soon came and everything was cool again. met arwin to mug cuz his exam was coming..
yy soon came and arwin, including myself, had a fun time teasing the shit out of yy... cuz yy had really lame
pick up lines. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. WANNA KNOW? i let u in on smth, once i know.. and once i tel kabi..
the whole yishun and nyp community knows. HAHAHAHAHAHA. PSYCHE!

mr wong to the ying yong seriously needs a girlfriend.
so much so that he kept losing at tic tac toe, and for every time he lost, we wrote letters on him spelling..

V.A.G.I.N.A.

yes.

we called him vagina all night long, all night long.. all night...

arwin to me "stupid girl"
yy to arwin "stupid spider" (me "...")
arwin to yy "shut up vagina"
angmoh lady beside us *smiles*

oh, before i forget.

I SAW NITHYA WHILE BUMMING AROUND NEAR INDOCHINE. YAYY!
FUCKING HVNT SEEN HER IN A BAZILLION YEARS. STUPID BETCH :P
to bad she had t leave quick.. so the three of us bummed summore and
joined the band in singing random songs..

like zombie from the cranberries
ZOMMMBAYYYYYYY-AYEEEEEEE-ZOMBAY-ZOMBAY-ZOMBAYE-AYE-AYE-AYE-OH-OH-OH-

p.s.
i know ive pulled a kelly clarkson and
gained a kamillion kgs... but i promise
during the hols that they're coming off.
BETCHA ON IT! (:

with that, i wanna have a gym partner..
anyone?

phreshmilk @ 2007-07-25T17:01:00

2007-07-25T15:15:27Z

Erika the distraction

Sam, lord of the trees.

Maria gothprefect

"Life is like a vending machine, u press 'apple' ,
it gives you an unwated flavour bandung, and two extra drinks to make up for it. "

phreshmilk @ 2007-07-15T22:09:00

2007-07-15T15:18:12Z

Everythings falling into place now.
no more bad juju... except for the fact that
ive gained a kg or two, but who's complaining?

prolly cept arwin.. but who cares?

:D

cousin from the phils is coming over in a week or two
and the word pubs and clubs are ringing in my ear..
RING RING!!!

and probably the whole lot of us are free enough to
go out.. arwin, yy, kabi,emil and cousin.. and their friends.

oh, and friday the 13th was surprisingly good for me..
map was done, tiramisu... ergo done, HARRY PO PO
and later bummin arnd town with drinks all around..

(:

im lazy to do my assignments ..

phreshmilk @ 2007-06-28T21:48:00

2007-06-28T14:22:01Z

"Lets play a game of whose life sucks the most, i'd win"

Do i want to leave because i think im strong enough
Or leave because i think it'd make me stronger?

we all have post secrets...

im afraid that i'd never be able to let go of
the security that familiarity brings.

how is it that as much as i say i dont care what my
father, grandparents and relatives think of me.. i actually do
worst part is that i think my dad is giving them
a bad impression of me.

After 18 years of never talking "heart to heart" with my cousin Emil,
it was actually really nice that we finally did at last
and i hope he reads this nd feels the same...

Scratched ipod, psycho phone, bad rep, sore eyes
and some personal issues.. i dont whether its karma
or just bad luck, cuz i hadnt done nothn bad so far

grown up isnt as fun as growing up.

For now, this shit that life has put me through is begining
to make me feel less of a person instead of making me
more of it. I'd like to change that.

i hate problems that i cant control and problems i didnt start..
but still having to go through them and fix them in the end.

fuck you and all your friends.